I Was Once Happy

I was once quite happy Then one day it went away This numbness and pain moved in I believe it's here to stay. What used to make me laugh Now only seems to make me cry. The things I once lived for Now make me want to die. There are events that happened Each one has changed my life. Creating a feeling in my soul As though it's been cut with a knife. What is my reason for living? How did it get stolen away? I'm in a place I don't want to be Misery and Hell is where I stay.