I Want Pain

The pain that overcomes me, the tears that spill from thee. Seductive, enticing. Sure i have things to live for, a life waiting to be born. But tonight i want to feel, a bite of steel. A kiss of crimson, I cringe. Your staring at my arm, staring at the harm. Ive caused myself, you hold me tight, Makes me feel alright. I dont want your love tonight, I want the pain, bitter, delicious, rolling the concept over and over. Get ran over by a rover. Your too safe, Making my heart chafe. Tonight i want to die, and be rived by tomorrows light.