I Can'T Pretend

I CAN'T PRETEND I CAN’T PRETEND, I DON’T KNOW YOU ANYMORE IT’S WRITTEN ALL OVER MY FACE. YOUR PRESENCE OCCUPY MY HEART SPACE. I CAN'T PRETEND, YOU ARE IN THE BACK OF MY MIND I AM TIRED OF FIGHTING TO PUT YOU IN THE BACK OF MY MIND. I CAN'T PRETEND ANYMORE, WHEN IM NEAR YOU, I HAVE BUTTERFLIES ALL DAY LONG. I'VE COME TO LOVE THESE BUTTERFLIES!!! I CAN'T PRETEND, YOU DON’T MATTER, AND I CAN’T PRETEND I’M OKAY WITH US JUST BEING FRIENDS. I CAN'T PRETEND, YOU ARE ALL I THINK ABOUT. YOU ARE ALWAYS ON MY MIND. WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES YOU ARE ALL I SEE. JUST LET ME LOVE THEE I CAN’T PRETEND, I’M STRONG WHEN IT’S TIME TO SAY GOODBYE, ALL I DO IS GO BACK TO MY ROOM AND CRY. MY REALITY IS, I'M SO IN LOVE WITH YOU I JUST CAN'T PRETEND.