I Can'T Even Cry Anymore

I can't even cry anymore. I don't even know why I care. You destroy me from the inside, What you do to me is not fair. You cheat on me and call me names And make me feel like ****. You get mad at me and force me here, Even though I want to split. I don't know how I stand it here, I am miserable every day. I want to leave and be alone, But yet I want to stay. I am dieing from the inside. My heart is fading fast. I want to keep on loving you, But I know that this won't last. How can you say you love me? Even look me in the eyes. You look at me with a straight face And then just spit out lies. I don't deserve to be treated like this. I really thought you cared. We fight so much about nothing at all, It often makes me scared. I will always love you with all my heart, But this is no way to live. I need to get love in return. I have too much to give. You may not be attracted to me. Sometimes I feel the same. But you don't care about my feelings at all. Your lack of respect is a shame. I am finally going to change my mind. I'm scared of whats to come. I only know that I'm strong and smart And you are not the one!