How I Really Feel

I used to believe that I could not go a day without your smile. The proverb gives an inch, She wanted a mile. The day arrived, it was hard, The next was harder. The sun went away, My world grew darker. I knew that sinking feeling would Stay a life time. I now understand why They say love is blind. Losing you is not an event that happens once it occurs over and over. I hit rock bottom, I could Not sink any lower. I lose you every time, I think about you. I'm red with rage or Deep dark blue. I lose you every time I drink a cup of tea. I lose you every time I see an amputee. I lose you when I see A chevron gas station. My world full of regret And devastation. I lose you when, I hear music, It is no longer therapeutic. I lose you when I see a Dark haired boy. I truly believed you were The real Mc coy. I lose you every time I See a woman or a girl. When you loved me, It was out of this world. I lose you when I'm In a store. I lose you every, seven - twenty-four. I lose you every night when I lay alone in my bed. I lost you when I was alive, I lose you when I'm dead. I lose you every day, My heart will never heal. I wish you knew, How I really feel. Turbo1904 ?