Honestly and Open-Mindedly and Willfully Willing

... Honestly And Open-Mindedly And Willfully Willing ... If my only continuing goal is to offer more to this world, than just exactly what I have done too or taken from this world continually. I will have to lay down everything and anything, one thing within each and every moment at a time that has allowed me to continue to act in this ever-selfish, and self-seeking, self-centered, fear-driven, and or dishonest way, directly resulting from, my continuing impatience. If I will not apply myself towards this continuing effort, then I continue to get just what I will continue to get, and honestly; still continue to deserve. Regardless of just what I may continue to intend, or think, or feel, or believe, or honestly need, or desire for, albeit this is all either spiritually, mentally, emotionally, or physically continuing on into and throughout all, of infinity. If I find that still, I cannot change this very damaging attitude above, and I am finding that I am needing and will be needing some help, continually - friend, to help out continually, and ever-considerably, our Creator is (H)onestly, and (O)pen-mindedly, and (W)illfully, willing, and, will always; and; in all ways be! width="560" height="315" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/Tt8nE5ZrlSg" frameborder="0" allow="accelerometer; autoplay; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture" allowfullscreen>