Honest Lies

Begins with an appreciation of ledgers, Clear, true and definite in appearance, While a long journey through the never evers, Finding fallacy in every reverence. As much As I can I try to never, Subdue that darkness within, such pain severed. Sweats and strength wasted as it recur, Anguished in thoughts of constant repeats and anger. Truth be told of tales so epic in yawns, A few incantation of deceit. A Fraud! How can I expect the precision when I am fabricating pawns, Selling axiom like lush apples hiding all the rot. The sanctimony of speech hassling for honesty. Cage it in. Suppress with overflowing control, Never again a lie or any casuistry. In hopes to speak rightness and be bold. An inventor. A story teller. A fictional character. The emphasis of unjust letters that story unworldly. Never a point of view. Always an actor. Only the point from you. Yours Sincerely, Clutching the premise of these various words and thoughts, Baptising the impurity within thee, For only I will know the the battle raging in from GOD. My truth. I will always try. Believe me.