Hidden pain

Sleep deprivation body torn apart living with this constant pain is tearing me apart. Crying out in anger crying out in sorrow topping up with painkillers Hoping that I can sleep and be okay tomorrow. I have physical scars that everyone can see scars of every kind But the scars that hide away are the scars hiding in my mind. I try to hide them all away in the reassess of my mind and hope that the night that comes will be a little kind. But this just wishful thinking and I’m living in a dream the pain that is haunting me only lets out a silent scream. So I will face the days ahead and suffer this with my pain Looking for a miracle cure so I my sleep again.