Hell No -Chapter 1-

Come, Kingdom, Come On social media, I feel numb Covered up by the consumption of fear… Corruption draws near… Look into my eyes and I will shed a tear Demons and angels are chasing after me Are chasing after me Are chasing after me Courteously, I nod You’re unconditionally lovin’ me up I’m crumbling like sand in the sea I was as hard as a boulder…then, the substance of abuse repeats in my head… Can’t think with shouting…just be quiet and let me sink in dread Listen…pay attention to the silence of my existence You look at me in a lack of reverence…good riddance… I have bravery like the lion, can’t you see? My head up in the clouds once again I gave in to my – you guessed it – the addiction of affliction Forlorn, but I am born on Earth for a reason For a reason no one knows or cares about anyways Forget me not, forget me not Please forgive me, Lord of Accord I’m wasting away…leave me here to rot Sunrise is my paradise that I can’t afford Sunset gets me so upset…depression I still hoard Inside me Inside me Inside me Tomorrow will be an awesome day If I don’t cray-cray…But, I must say You made me feel your dismay Now, it’s my time to shine The spotlight is mine The spotlight is mine Let it shine down on me Because my happily ever after Turned into a disaster Listenin’ to Maroon 5 – who gives… My happiness and hope still lives… It still lives on ‘til the break of dawn Forget me not, forget me not Please forgive me, Lord of Accord I’m wasting away…leave me here to rot Sunrise is my paradise that I can’t afford Sunset gets me so upset…depression I still hoard Inside me Inside me Inside me Fame and fortune doesn’t guarantee forever happiness It reduces many to madness and distress I will hurt, but you can heal… You can use me as a doormat – it’s no big deal I guess nothing matters anymore Feelin’ like you don’t love me no more I failed – I let the addiction of **** win Get behind me, addiction that produces wickedness and lust I will fight with my might – that is a humongous must! I shouldn’t be ashamed though of my sexuality Because I already got out of the closet frankly I’m bi-sexual… Go ahead and tell me I don’t have His faithful fuel… “He looks lazy hahahaha” – how I hate bullies… But I must love my enemies – oh please… Don’t hurt me like you always do I’m still sick with dem silly luv floo Hell no… Hell no… I can’t believe this is so… Hell no… Hell no… Heaven knows I’m in this stage of rebellion But, I am still God’s Knight and champion Who cares about the rest Because I believe in myself I don’t mind if I’m not the best Keep your hands to yourself Hell no…you’re not a dove Not this feeling again Peace be with you, Ben Oh no…I’m this dark crow Where have you been?