Haystack

Been looking for love And I know it’s very near But every time I find it It always seems to disappear Maybe I don’t know what It is really I’m searching for What if I had it already? And let it walk out the door I feel so lost in this world With a monkey on my back Finding some one to love Is like a needle in a haystack Though I found some one But I was so wrong about that She made it crystal clear When she hit me slap So I said ok no problem Just another notch on my knife Another pair of high heels Stepping all over my life Went down the road too far And I can’t make my way back Just left wondering lost Like a needle in a haystack Why do we hurt our self? For those who are not worth it If my grandmother was alive Would say stop being so stupid My Grandmother was very smart It’s like she can see the future If she says that girl is trouble Bet your dollar it ends in disaster So from today I’m done Stop looking for love completely If a girl wants to give me her love She has to come to me We know it’s not going to happen So why give my self a heart attack When it’s clear for me to see I’m just like needle in a haystack