Having you around

At first, having you around was always a bummer. You didnt leave me alone the entire summer. Now i know, that was just out of love. I hope your looking down from the heavens above Even the doctors face was shocked when she died My sisters and brothers , they all cried The colour from her face was gone, all gone. That glisten, that smile I had longed. My mum and dad they couldn't cope They too had lost all hope I am so deep in emotion I can't see the surface It's so loud in here I just want some space There is moments that the words don't reach Moments like this , we're we can't find peace Her bed lays empty and so does our hearts The last few days have been hard , to hard My baby sisters body now deep in the ground I wish i could tell you how much i miss having you around