Ghost

Pathetically gifted - magnificently twisted Forced to be Christian - I resisted Future declined - humbly sublime Time for this world - I resign Deep space/time coated memories of old UFO's and Motherships - dipped in gold Getting jaded thoughts about him again I think he's cheating - when us we were supposed to mend Almost every single night, he'd rather be away 'Cause I think with someone else - he's began to play I miss Florida and I miss him - I WANNA GO HOME Where I find a home in Florida - I'll forever roam I miss him even more as he continues to talk to me But until I ghost the other - he'll never set me free He promised tonight, he'd make dinner with me But all day long again today - him I never did see I pay for everything and am still expected to give up my happiness I already gave up my confidence, my joy, and my appearance - all for his bliss He doesn't stay anywhere long enough for us to make a home But he's okay as long as myself or others - he gets to lustfully bone His one-way street needs to be shut down He humiliates myself, my friends, and my family - like some sadistic clown Laughing as he cheats - he walks to her He's probably even texting her as he walks to his newfound pu$$y, I concur I'm building the courage within me to a fine light brown toast 'Cause when he least expects it - I'm gonna f--king ghost This companionship no longer suits me at all 'Cause he stands in wait - for me to slip and fall He just wants someone's body to beat So he chooses them smaller and weaker - a victorious defeat I really in my heart, body, soul and mind - find solace going to the East Coast Maybe one day when all is well and unexpected - BOTH my roommates I'll ghost