Gee Golly

The woman with the Caucasian phrases never ceases to amaze this f***ng guy. He is a malcontent who's own personal discontent leaves an empty void needing to be filled by her. But does she reciprocate? Doubtful. Not like it matters. He will continue to flatter His own self by continuing to flirt with her hopeful for an escape. He will then ask himself "what is true happiness?" and "Does love truly exist?" All while going home to his wife and wishing for the new her to be his. And yes, she is warm and kind hearted in nature, charming, charismatic, funny, lovely and graceful. And yes, he is afraid. Afraid of losing everything and gaining nothing in the end, an existence all too painful. But of course, he will do nothing about it... and that's what's hurts the most.