Distractions

Do I want this? Your hands on my skin You’re gripping my chin With every kiss I just want to be Nurtured Your hands explore further My mind resists But my body continues I'm not gonna miss you I reminisce To a time I felt scared I wasn’t prepared This isn’t bliss My body feels dirty I smile, flirty Why do I do this? I put myself in places With so many faces I cannot resist The distractions they offer ‘cause that's what they all were I’m done with it.