Disaster

When you occupy my head I know it's a disaster It comes and goes without reason But the stay is too painful. Slides of that broken smile tear me down Although you dream and sleep different. I embrace bad thoughts in my head But they are only as good as shots. Because I know I'd forget them all If you half spent time with me. I'd burn out ambition for comfort Of being in your vicinity. That's why it's a disaster When thoughts about you Strike me suddenly out of nowhere.