Deserted

You inserted the needle into my veins… Now, I’m damaged goods that dry on You sucked up my blood oh so insane You deserted me by falling for hurtful lies…misunderstood like the dusked dawn You messed up everything and more, mind train… All else fails and I’m in vain I am leaning towards my throne Of all alone, of all alone, of all alone God is my only backbone…bone… Sooner or later, you’ll answer the phone Freaked out because I’m in a haze, happiness inside stays and rain strays Caught in a Sugarcoated gaze, I graze on in my maze…in my maze…in my maze Deserted in the desert of lullaby-like lies…bittersweetness kisses me now as I’m up in the air Somehow, I want to live in the now…my past is but an empty field and a mere nightmare Too much guilt in between… I have seen the unseen… Deserted to the point of no return I still feel the undesirable burn… Hurt to the max Trying to relax Screaming in agony I just want to be free I’m exceedingly in pain, in pain, in pain There’s this addiction inflicted in my brain It replays like a ***** inside my head on repeat I’m trying hard not to fall to my feet…feeling incomplete… I am leaning towards my throne Of all alone, of all alone, of all alone God is my only backbone…bone… Sooner or later, you’ll answer the phone Freaked out because I’m in a haze, happiness inside stays and rain strays Caught in a Sugarcoated gaze, I graze on in my maze…in my maze…in my maze Deserted in the desert of lullaby-like lies…bittersweetness kisses me now as I’m up in the air Somehow, I want to live in the now…my past is but an empty field and a mere nightmare Your words of wisdom is sugar cane to my taste buds I need kisses and hugs and shadowy studs (in my wearisome ears instead) Your herd of birds flew into view and scared me out of my wits You are like armpits without deodorant…making me melt and throw fits…(for endless years, endless tears shed) I am leaning towards my throne Of all alone, of all alone, of all alone God is my only backbone…bone… Sooner or later, you’ll answer the phone of on-your-own It is shown in your unstoppable eyes of weeping Deepening in my ruins, depending on my dreaming Freaked out because I’m in a haze, happiness inside stays and rain strays Caught in a Sugarcoated gaze, I graze on in my maze…in my maze…in my maze Deserted in the desert of lullaby-like lies…bittersweetness kisses me now as I’m up in the air Somehow, I want to live in the now…my past is but an empty field and a mere nightmare My head is hurt… I need comfort… Heal me, hear me out Free me without a doubt For, I’ve been deserted in the desert of bittersweet lies Nestled in nostalgic lullabies, nostalgic lullabies, Now, left with goodbyes of dismay Left with the dog cries of yesterday