Deep

It's a lie really to call it a loss anymore When the truth is I already lost what I was here for I gave the love more than a few fair shots Ricochet from each bullet left scars on the heart The heart shattered so hard it broke the soul A pain so deep it needs depths to console It's not the threat that makes me so afraid I'm more afraid of the weight of the pain I thought one shouldn't have to make all the sacrifices Seems the weight gets too heavy when it's all one sided And yet I still feel bad for not wanting to feel anymore I don't know if it's breaking my heart more because it's wrong, or just hard