Daddy Issues

Burying it was so easy, momentarily relieving. Burying it protected me, from the inevitable responsibility, of doing the necessary. Burying it gave me space, to experience bliss, that I wouldn't have felt worthy of, in another state. Burying it made it look over, closed, healed, a past chapter, One from which I heed. Burying it did nothing, but make it worse, because now that it's out again, I feel I have to validate, all the happiness I had had. It's all gone, I knew it deep inside, that it would last only a while, I tried to hide, but the time is nigh, I'm afraid