Conviction

I am drunk on a very strange wine A potion of potent ecstasy. Stars are spinning around my head As I run in my day dreams full of lucid daisy fields. A restless burden is holding my heart hostage In my long nights alone. All I can do is say his name Again, and again, and again. My love, my lover My man with emerald seas in his eyes. In his drunken gaze is where I drift And swim in his maze His labyrinth of erotica, mysteries Jesus Christ, and Lucifer. He repeats these words a bottle full of times with his drunken lips " I love you. I love you. Don't you know that I love you". I have visions of us dancing naked in the desert Under a midnight blue sky Laughing like happy hyenas And making love like angry lions. I want to anoint his long body from head to toe With my sweet perfume, for I worship him. I want to grab his dark hair As our lips touch with wild hysteria. Let me stand on top of the mountain And shout my great conviction! I want no other man, and what a freedom it is To be bound and chained to him. I will win his heart. Like Columbus, I will discover and conquer his land. No more shall my love be afar No more shall his heart be locked from mine. I stand above all harems and hopes Of all other fair maidens. My name is Victoria My name speaks for itself. I may be small and fragile But I stand tall with a sword upon his heart and body As he surrenders to me. Tomorrow may be a cruel joke But tonight I am drunk in a strange love. I am petrified to pieces. Lover, please don't do this. Don't pull over, and ask me to get out Please.... The road is dark And the air is cold.