Christmas Is a Feeling

Oh, Christmas, what can I say to you this year Over the years, you have taken me on a journey I never wanted you to be a craze, but something real to me I have searched for you in all of the dynamics of the season, just wanting a true meaning in my life and heart. Oh, Christmas I have wrestled and wrestled with you, year after year and season after season. You are such a mystery to me, still. I want to grieve for my father, but you give me Joy I want to to be bitter, empty, angry, and left alone but you give me the freedom and opportunity to love, give, and celebrate I want to hide my pain, and cover my wounds but you reveal my healings. Thank you for the light in my heart after so much darkness I have learned only this, Christmas is a feeling!!!!