Chapter 1: Betrayal Stinks - a Poetic Journey

Give me a pleasant, Elevating and Elegant embrace Times like these are Grim Believe in Him Don’t give up on them – The people you hang out with So much fun, I can clearly see actually, Time and time again oh so unforgettably I am traveling my labyrinth-like dreams like a long-lost lamb I also have a time-zone machine in my imagination of an infinity I do this and I, alone, cannot change the way I am, too bad.. Glad I am the way I am and I don’t give a damn what you think, monsieur Mad Maniac or madame Miserable Manipulator I have no regrets at all, for I fall and then, I stand tall through it all I’m amazed at how you change yourself so graciously and flawlessly— Anyways, where have you been? Are you lost in my maze again? Then, graze in your own maze Catch me in a glimmering gaze I am going through many-a-phase Relieve my sorrow for a change Yet, I still wander in the dead of night in my wolves' den Believe in Him, for our life seems so grim and it’s not wicked Girl, promise me not to grieve or pout…you are not dim-witted Warm and cold weather doesn’t bother me much You kissed me several times beyond the physical touch You were absolutely sweet, giving and resourceful But, I feel that our love grew colder than ice – I ain’t mournful You were discreet and intriguing However, I don’t like the way you treated me Don’t repeat my past upbringing It hurts to hear it said far too many times, honey Can’t stand never-ending betrayal, But who doesn’t? Yes, who doesn’t… I happen to walk hope's holy hall Where were you? I didn’t mean to admit it.. If you need me, message me or give me a call You were there for me for so long and that’s pretty legit By the way, I love your wit and every single bit of it Our relationship is like a failed attempt to build a simple wall You didn’t catch me before I fell, so apparently, I lost it all Due to our betrayal of His Wonderful wisdom and Lovely Law I just sat and watched, teddy bear huggin… Dumbfounded and almost lost oh so sudden, muchlike a neglected orange Peace and renewal equals abandon-less change For all to see, feel, and hear – don’t you dare that I’m useless and strange… Lord, don’t shove me down to the ground please I want to learn more about Your Law at total ease I am aware that I’m bitter and sweet sometimes I must walk the route of forgiveness like the Lord does…not to mention having understanding of His godly session But, do you still care for everyone on Earth, regardless of what they do? I know, that was a rather naïve question! Answer my prayers and honor my progress like You always did and will do Repentance and rejuvenation will see me through through thick and thin anew Change is a challenging chore with a choir of chimes Can’t help the sass that affects me somewhat at times The sin I've committed was at a high cost With awfully, regrettably lonesome Also, due to reading super annoying and ridiculous online posts I don’t want to waste my time anymore I want to be that best friend that you adore I will always be there for you forevermore Let your wings of flight and delight soar… I will mend you with the cure of I-will-endure You will be healed, including that hovering hopelessness that draws near He will stitch up your one and only scar, my dear I have noticed that you are a unique, beautiful star Behave and be brave and catch your car of far more dreams and wishes to come I’m waiting patiently and keenly for His Kingdom – pound the drum to vanish my notions and emotions of numb Once I am found, I will no longer be lost – I promise, Lord of Hosts…I know I have acted mean-spirited and bittersweet like expired maple syrup with a molded, bug-infested bread slice… OK, yeah um… I went too far, didn’t I…? TMI (too much info) At least I’m not dumb Except when I drink coke and rum Okay, next subject… I want to be much like a scuba diver I happened to drink two or three glass cups of a Screwdriver I am ascending higher and higher …and why did I feel abandoned and neglected? It only happens once upon a dreary, desolate dream – yes, obviously I’m a night dreamer It’s your fault for ruining my self-esteem here and there But, God wants us to get along, much like brilliantly-brewed coffee and scrumptious creamer I’m a night owl But I don’t howl Like some canines do…that are as bright and dependent as seven suns combined I think I need to pick out more of the pros and throw out all my cons…nevermind!! I don’t mind, Having others leave me behind I’m my own kind Much like a mischievous, mysterious and independent feline… yeah, i know i am out of my mind… And it seems you don’t mind I’m going to lounge on my couch and unwind I ain’t worrying about anyone, but my beloved family that are hilarious and quite kind Betrayal… Disappears and makes me feel awesome and all… Awww aww aw All and all, I won’t shed no tears Or worry about my fears I will head to bed then Again and again, All y’all really need is a couple of crazy cool cheers I reckon…come along and drink a couple of beers Yas, now I’m at awe Catch me before I fall Don’t act like a know-it-all I need the real deal, y'all I love a pure love that’s perfectly raw