Can'T We Just Start It All Again

I can't leave you in you're pain Can't we just start it all again? I promise I'll be wise this time I'll keep it in mind that you ain't mine Because the most important thing for me is for you to shine This time I won't say things i shouldn't have This time i know that 'You & Me' i couldn't have This time i will be a good kid I won't start liking you, in my heart won't plant the wrong seed This time will make sure that our friendship will last forever This time i will not act stupid but clever Yeah i know , this time our conversations won't have that flavour But its ok , atleast I'll be able to see, hear and talk to you Atleast i will be able to run and walk to you Atleast i won't have to look around when i see you Atleast my eyes won't be wet after you're gone Atleast i could focus all along Loosing you was my biggest fear Now life have become blur and unclear When I look around, you aint there I remember I had promised that I'd Never leave This time don't ask for that promise, i won't even give This time I swear I will be a good kid But i guess we can't change things like we want to In this life, you by my side is all i need Just Because I can't see it Does it mean it isn't there? Your love Leaving me broke in midway Is it fair?