Cancer Loss

When looking up I only think of you an missing you never stops, I wish that goodbye never had to exist, an I miss your last forehead kiss, I wish that cancer wasn’t a disease, if that was the case I’d beg god to take it all away please, cancer is a silent death within the body but see it kill you from inside out, why cancer why is this what your about? I hate the suffer it had caused you, an getting the call was what I never wanted to hear, cancer took you an my mind wasn’t clear, I’ll never be the same with out you by my side, an planning the day of our last goodbyes killed me inside, I could of ran the waterfall as much as I cried, I miss your presence an having you around, an hate that now your 6ft down, memories carry you with me, but one wish an you is all I’d ask to see, I miss you more than words could ever tell, an your the one person I never want to fail, I hope your watching down on me proud, I hope the angels help you cheer me on loud, I hope you know you have shaped me into many things that I am, an I miss you always being my number one fan, I hope heaven is treating you right, I hope you hear my prayers at night, I hope your down here a time or two being my guardian angel an leading me right, you keep me going to following the tunnel threw with the light!