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Sadly enough I'm running out of time I remind myself it is love that I can't find And this knowledge That I bear Means nothing if I cannot share And this pain I must endure Will be in vain forever more And destiny which was never mine Is still so fresh on my mind All is Lost and gone But why can't I just move on I will never find Peace at last If I can never get away from my past I just want someone to love Someone tell me that I'm okay Tell me I don't have to feel this way All alone and to my dismay I watch myself wither away Already gave you all that I have In desperate attempt To have what you have I'll never be as happy as you As sad as it is you know it's true But I couldn't hurt people like you do And you do it so well like it's nothing new I guess before my time is through I should show the world what I can do Even though the truth you care not to know I can see the love that you feared to show Soon the whole world will know my name I refuse to live a life in vain Motivated by anger deception and pain My revenge will fall like rain Then you all will feel my pain Then you'll know what I did I did for you Then you'll know my love was true Then you'll understand What I had to do