Broken

On a special Suicidal Night, I sit alone inside this nightmare In a nightmare with no windows Nobody can see me I can see nobody Flowers, above My eyes have darkened to a color never seen before Forever closed! It Rains! It Rains! Beyond this ocean, I've drowned too many times I remember cascades of water below my eyes My satin sheets wrinkle and cold I fail and die every night No one understands the pain that kills me every day Wounds that reach 6 feet deep Lucid demons Bleeding wrist Scary dreams My mind is still screaming --- Incomplete Torn Broken- Is how I live I'm alone- No one's around. My body's like a coffin Stiff in my own home.