Beautiful Insanity

There is a vast amount of nothing in my thoughts . Nothing i can say that amounts to how i feel in this vast existance. I am incomplete as just one soul. I am whole as a million different things in one shell. I don't know myself although no one knows me better. I am not all the colours of the rainbow . I am every shade of grey that lies beneath the surface. There is no clarity when every answer is a question? Things have never been clearer. I am awake but see i cannot. Time moves yet i do not. Brain aches to understand....... why? Curiosity is the hallmark of discovery. Evolution of technology equals the de-evolution of humanity. Beautiful insanity.