Attention

All I want is attention. If the light isn’t focused on me, I get anxious and start thinking, “No one really cares about me.” I know this is my biggest flaw. No matter how hard I fight it, I crave to be in the spotlight. I’ll always push myself to be in it. I want to be praised in all types of glory. I want to hear my name being chanted. I want everything to go the way I want it. Anything in my way is just a distraction. If I have to be a clown, I’ll be it. If I have to be a fool, I’ll be it. I’ll take on any role if it means I get everyone’s attention. If I have to lie about my own life, I’ll do it just to have someone listen. I’d rather destroy the light than Let anyone take any moment from it. I know I’m messed up in the head, And I don’t know how to fix it. This feeling scares me, and I have to Get rid of it before it consumes me.