As This River Gives

As this river gives Not giving a damn Emptying the lake of hate This ecosystem dies But was it ever alive? Surviving in my illusions Confusions of my soul The depth of this sinkhole Without any reflections Nothing to mention Only the hollowing cries Self-loathing and the denies Saturated tears Muddled in fears Storming, destroying Agonize. Agonize The final goodbyes Symbolize and romanticize Over simplifies the terrorize The moments of absences The defenses and fences The brilliance of the game Shifting the blame This river of shame But now, I avow I’m not giving a damn I’m not giving a damn Transforming, performing Good bye echoing cries Good bye misting eyes Scattering, shattering Soaring, crystallize Forming rainbow skies As this river gives I’m not giving a damn I’m not giving a damn