A Bellow Made of Stone

I wasn't ready to let go of you, no not yet... I'll hold your memory I promise , I won't forget... I swear that I'll pray - every little single day... I'll always remember you , so pretty , so funny , so honest and kind... There will never be a replacement for you , your so rare to find... I want to be strong but I can't , you know I have a weak heart... You know that it was crumbling and your death crashed the remaining part... I keep hearing your screaming sound... But how can you hear me when your sleeping inside the ground ? Is it cold - are you scared - do you feel pain ? I swear whenever I close my eyes I see you and I feel like I'm going insane... Do you remember when we use to sing Christian's Aguilera ( hurt ) ? We use to sing it cause we love it , now I sing it cause I can feel it , my heart has been burnt... It's not fair that you left too soon... Why you had to pay the price my shinny moon ? Do you feel a lone ? Does it hurts to lay your head down on a bellow made of stone ? I keep praying for you but I don't know if you can hear... I asked God to illuminate you from every little fear... Dedicated to my best friend sadeem , rest upon your soul my dear one.