She and I
From the ablaze of thunder
They all flew;
In front the doors of hell
There stood the crew
Asking for a little bit of mercy
Wanting it to be so true…
Ceasing the demons from stabbing another soul
Is what I want to do
But hatred and anger
What only grew
Ceaseless nights and the darkest lights
Have got into my heart
I smile and I laugh though
I just want my day to be oh so bright…
I'm losing my friend
God I don’t want this to end
Nonsense words were spoken above
Because of this idea that I hate so much
I'm still losing my friend
And my faith in god is what will end…
He's taking her away
I need her badly to stay
I look into her eyes and cry
And wish it's me who is gona die…
The moment I knew
The breeze of fear
The touch of pain
Have dropped on my soul again
I wanted to scream
I wished it was a dream
God this is so mean…
I'm tearing really hard
On my life I want a guard
A guard to help me live again
And cease each and every pain
I want to erase my every sin
Please god help me win
My weary soul can hold no more
Just help her live
And give her faith
And get her smile back to her face
Every night I pray alone
And remain awake until its dawn
I sit on the piano and play
And let my tears free each night
And each day
My heart is very weak
And I will soon
Become so bleak
If this is how life is meant to be
Then what am I and she to thee..?
If this is the way you want to rule
don’t you think it's quiet cruel..?
If in pain and agony you want me to dive
Then why do you want me still alive..?
I'm your worshipper and you're my knight
Please keep her close I want to hold her tight
My constant tears will dry so soon
And you'll see me walking blindly to my doom
Why does happiness never last;
Why does it have to fade so fast?
Keep her god;
I want her near
Keep her god;
I want her here…
I'm so tired my dear…
Copyright © Sara Murad | Year Posted 2008
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