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Geovani Imanuela Poem
i was running from all those thoughts
i thought i already stopped and all gone
but all those thoughts still there
i crumbled, tumbled, struggled
i thought it was finished
i thought i'm standing now, and ready to run again
but i'm still laying down on the ground
i heard someone said 'it's okay not to be okay'
i thought it was true, but why now it's hurting me?
i don't know how to stand up now
even if i try to stand up, i cannot walk
even if i can walk, i cannot run
even if i can run, i cannot stop
so should i stop here and live with all those thoughts?
should i feed them, or should i throw them all
because with or without them i'm still clueless
Copyright © Geovani Imanuela | Year Posted 2016
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Geovani Imanuela Poem
people thought she was alive
even she thought that she was alive
but her soul already knew she was not
she was dying inside
sometimes she feels it
but still tried to forget that feels
because she thought it was only a phase
until one day she was crumbling
it was hurting, she cannot breathe, she was crying
she was screaming, so loud, she was sobbing
and someone was coming, tying to help
she refused it, changed her mind just want to be alone
felt the pain, and realized
she was going to die, she knows it
all the bad thoughts came
try to kill her mind, her brain, her soul..
she was in between wanted to fight or just let they killed her
and she just let it all happened
Copyright © Geovani Imanuela | Year Posted 2016
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