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In all my artist wanderings
Traveling through these great lands of ours
Places visited or lived in, diverse, memorable
Many messages I received...
As did so many that passed before me
Passing through each wilderness
Learning new steps to take.
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From the lands themselves, such current’s rising
Graced with as much memory as could be held...
Weaving in with the music’s felt in drifting airs…
Did you hear my singing too, joining too
Off in the distances?
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Danced I wildly through in all these places
Connecting currents wherever found, discovered…
Becoming one, uniting elements
Strongly manifesting new impressions around chosen places...
Like volcanoes quiet, smelly, silent cones
Some still holding withheld fires.
And such warm cousins, stifling Desert heats
Driving me to ground to wait out the day…
Can you feel this… laughing with me
Waiting until tomorrow’s return.
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How about even-heated, plain sand places
Near to Ocean’s rocky, and broken, shell-strewn shores
Having their own tunes to teach...
No place here for barefoot wading
Or, even waiting out the tides to rest.
Holding still there, in your chosen place for sittings...
With only bitter biting fleas and seaweeds stinking
Offering sights and feelings for the day.
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Though memory can serve up more irksome places
Try Humid swamps with their dank, smelly waters.
Small islanded wildlands opening
And swiftly closing behind one paddling through.
No trails to follow, just pick any direction
Each offering little argument needed, to leave…
As dusk and darkness settle in early
Ready for new bones to chew on.
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Quick was I always
To run away to higher grounds
When alone, lost in high mountain sloping’s
Airs chilling to the bone
Loose scree feeding fears of falling…
Down and down into waiting holes in the ground.
Silent… cold, wet in caves...
Real rocky Earth connecting again.
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In earlier days, and younger
Where did that great, silence feeling visit before?
Oh yes, on mystic Moon-lit nights
As the large orb passed it’s own time for reflecting...
Listening then to the rising dark...
The Deep of ocean waters.
Sighing within its quiet waves
Can any chasm be as deep and black as mine?
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All this varied life
Much with bitter laughing…
Well, what else could they even say
’Drop in for a visit…?,’ perhaps.
Dare I even think more crazy things as this
Dare I play so wild, in courting stranger dangers?
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For be it known, this Earth has many diverse songs to sing
And not all are pleasant melodies, ears find worth hearing.
What do the crowds say…
Oh, less said or sang by most, better to forget
Learning well, few fully sane men are met
On these sparse empty trails.
So few chasing limits such as these
Through their own many years, then going gray.
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Crazy is... this courting chaos
Finding yet still, many new in such haunted places
Why not, are they fit for naive youth, or wise old men.
Youth for learning true
Elder courting curiosities, unsettling to Soul’s home.
Trying to tie mysterious energies rising together
Merging balanced to be enveloped
By the later sitting-still.
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Enough of this and those
That given in Time and its special places
Wait for waking presence in mind
Sometimes waking old, ancient memories…
Hearing connecting from a deep, quiet within
‘I’ve been here before…’
Ah, for the true artist
Just the place to pursue real art impulses
Where else can the right fools be found?
Can we still dance?
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In strange dream-lands
Perhaps on far, far away shores
Does stand the rim of Beyond Understanding.
A temple to higher thoughts, and subtle visions
Of more-to-comes and there-afters waiting
Holding futures bright, out from foggy mists.
Here, here is where your next place dwells
Land ye steady, fear not feeling... being alone
For there is no such thing, always is... company.
Sing you here then, your song, bright eyes
And listen ye to what you hear
The Beyond has always held your partner’s voice.
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Thank God, for people of order
That disciplined, hold in people like myself.
We men, who enjoy strange living so…
In such outrageous outposts
Tempting a varied life…
As well as early imprintings so…
Weren’t we told to be better than this challenging?
Why be vibrating on the edge of chaos so...
Seeing few happy women about to help
They who in feeling
Know true what lies in restless artist’s hearts.
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For In many ways these diverse multiple energy’s traded
Are the best of artist’s food
Gourmet meals for the day…
Grinning slightly at yet another close call passing
Blood’s up...
Knowing it feeds special Muses with needed fuels.
Who otherwise would never feed fires so deep within
Jailed instead into bored deafening silences...
So quiet one would think them dead
Instead of so hidden deep.
Reserved, waiting for sparkling lights to come shining their way
Spilling out energy’s fresh to use… ‘Wake up and create!’
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I keep going again through years passing
The energizer of this all, free-choice curiosity, aware…
Of where it strives to be
Wading again throughout our own wild America at will...
Storing future fuels for future work purpose
Carrying lifted, the used soiled lantern of truth
Filtering out chaff and worthless false images
Burning parasites and biters to the ground
We know horizon mirages are just a tease
Better to visit ‘real’ to know
Above all, in truth be true, and stay that way
Is this how it is?
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Does Cool Water ring a bell
With no Dan to call, just a crow cawing…
To mark the way, as morning doves left long ago
Leaving me to crawl alone, to nearest spring.
Unfettered, unchained, crazy at times questioned
Why would, how could artists as I, come to be so untethered
Whatever happened to the fine imprintings in youth given
Thinking you all, we were, we are so well anchored.
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In degrees, communion, employment, right to vote and family
Scattered we and they are and were
Slain all before the wild eyes of chaos.
Looking each in their own mirror
‘Are you happy, fulfilled, truly free?’
Inner-self answers firmly
‘Then what worth was all of that calling itself
In your self, the true, better nature of man?’
Something wrong here
So, in this then, begins the quest
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With too, a fresh lantern lit and hoisted
As sure enough leaving religion, education
Governance, and family to howl...
They, not seeing their own closets
Creating their own monsters
Order, presence, and profits struggling well
To hold such selfish sway.
Watching false praises to those powers that be
Through so many, tedious passing’s of Time.
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Better to throw abandoned justices into dark rooms
Beyond the light of any day, thinking now so well hidden…
War, famine, disease, and sins of all kind
Ever bursting out of bonds, feral, laughing gibberish
Intense, fierce, in more and more velocities
Deliveries of karma, future warning, worse ahead…
Until today, worrying many of forecasted end times
For how else could such encroaching chaos be answered rightly.
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After so many tries, so much fails
As sins of fathers pass on to sons unhindered
To play on, prey on, again using rare blessings given, wasted
Made only into more foul desserts.
While order excuses all to exhaustion
Holding on to its own justifications…
Tethered as it is to long, thought strong, founding habits
Any tortured pathway home only found etched through dirty, bloody fields.
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Long past missing saving grace, that thin ribboned trail
Leading away upwards
Where light lives, and balance reigns supreme
What gain then is that?
No longer needing Chaos understanding
Seeing it then having taken its right place, throughout the All of It
I easily hark back to past dreams and lessor poems
In a new understanding.
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For today... is only today, the same as yesterday.
Or is it...
For dues paid...
From the rim of chaos comes light stirring
Muses waken full, life brightening in diverse places
Secretly rise opening, to fuse in new times ascending.
No secret, answer always there as before
Hiding in plain sight as it is…
And has always been...
Enough people care.
So do we all plod on.
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Notice:
In the greater scope of things…
No matter how strong each is in arriving
Little matter, for when arriving
Each arrives alone … surviving to need.
‘Alone’, I say
We arrive
Each coming as a babe...
Having a humble
Quiet understanding inside
Knowing within ancient wisdom’s comfort...
‘I arrive here, yes...
Though alone
Not to be forgotten.’
For yes too, in right Time
Balancing out true...
‘I must then leave here too... alone;
Memories, learning’s
And new awareness’s...
Being my only luggage.
Baggage ingested
To carry me on...
Into future abodes.
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All cheer...
Knowing within this
There is ultimate truth…
‘In passing, if nothing else comes along
Except memories in song… what have I
What have we, learned?’
Ah, the supreme result strides boldly forth...
With the reason needed
For a life’s passage.
And then does the Wheel turn.. and turns
Seeking answer from anywhere...
For more.
Saving its final answer for the day
When called upon to report…
Time passaging versus evolution.
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For so many lie sleeping
So many others left wondering…
Not even knowing where they are
Only that they are, in a returning...
With It is, as Is, reporting it’s truth.
With agreed agenda arriving for accounting
Providing only now true, balanced right answers
Leaving all else folded back in Time.
What was truly learned
Was intent satisfied?
Most times, with surprises evoking a smile…
Meanings become clearer
Leaving then... to go on from there…
Returning once more to life, with fresh intent.
So does the wheel keep turning.
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Yes… even still, one’s philosophical reaching matters
Not because it conquers space...
But because it aligns with something deep
And ancient in the design… a personal calling.
As if the Cosmos longs to be understood
Even by a single, small being.
Why? Perhaps for nothing more than this…
That the dance becomes better.
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A Closing Reflection
Is it not true that we look for forgiveness
for our feigned ignorance's
For the hypocrisies we allowed because they served us?
We ask to be forgiven
Not because we changed
But because we are afraid of what’s coming.
As if the Earth were a mother
Who always welcomes us home
Even when we’ve burned the field.
But forgiveness is no longer in the seeds.
No, not anymore
And the forgiveness we crave in the earth is drying out
The grace is withering.
And the soil remembers.
It does not forget the pesticides we called 'progress'
Or the poisons we buried beneath language like 'efficiency' and 'growth'
It remembers what was taken...
And what was denied.
And so we stand now in a field of mirrors
Our algorithms humming, our stories spinning
Dancing with reflections of costumed pasts
Still pretending that scale will save us.
But the Earth has already answered
And her silence is not consent.
It is warning.
The next era will not be judged by what we built
But by whether we can still sow.
And if we cannot…
Then let no one say
We were not warned, and did not know.
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A writer's challenge
Is like any artist's…
A many sided coin flipped.
Feel, see, hear, dream
Sweats tasted, presenting pasts
Saw, felt, heard, and dreamt
Bringing future in to bear.
Not just a flat, slim coin, mind you...
A presence coin, flipped of immeasurable depth
Holding saved wisdom's placement.
Search boxes present, now titled past
Waiting for more recent future’s to come.
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Thoughts unbidden, spinning out
The webs they soon are to become
Gut-guided by Spider Muse
Desire, worry, quick mind.
The space of it boggles restless spirit
Wishes hoped, or not, in widest breadth manifesting so
Look close, they hold universes hanging
Teasing’s, like bright ornaments.
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Such shining candles
Come I uneasy into that mass?
Then answer, what tethers me here
In who’s chosen spot...
For to go on and on is my own choice.
Directing where, and use
Is how now, I am the changed ‘I am’.
Please don't get me started
After all, I’m a working writer
And like most all writers
I have a friend nearby…
To keep me on my toes.
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Black crow flying
Low stalling
Wise too in caution taking
Know’s a fool would not last as long.
Winding way I calls him
Not one to fly straight lines
Curious, attention-deficited
Following ‘what’s that’, as a worthy lifeline.
Fence siting… I know not
For staying is not his calling card
God only knows all he’s truly seen
A loner looking… perhaps returning tomorrow.
I’ll wait and see, a loner, curious too
There are crumbs left from others feeding
Some thought to stay…
But not him, today.
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Muse - Day 1, 2016
For years I had read
Not realizing what I too, had given…
I had given, just not sure what I received in return.
So, in these, my later years thinking on this...
I approached morning’s-day Muse
Fresh with the Sun.
From all I had become in the Sum of Days
Muse asked gently of me...
“Who are you?”
I am an artist.
“I see no feeling
I feel no seeing.”
And so, the Muse went away
Fading back into the Sun.
And I wait for the next day becoming...
Taking a while.
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Muse - Day 2, 2021
Once again summoned...
I approached morning’s-day Muse
In the rising Sun’s early hours.
And from life’s second Sum-Of-Days becoming
The Muse, now testy, asked me…
“Who are you?” She demanded.
I am an artist becoming.
“I don't feel what you see
I don't see what you feel
So how do you know who you are becoming?”
And so, the Muse sped away
Again… fading back into the Sun.
And I still wait for the summoning...
For the Third Day Becoming.
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