Make my vision disappear
,,Just don't look, focus on something else", my therapist said.
I stopped: ,,What should I do?"
,,Do the hobbies you like, what do you like to do?"
,,Boxing"
,,Then go boxing, your thoughts disappear"
,,Nothing just disappears"
,,What?"
,,No, thanks I understood"
And the communication was really just passing a minute, after I left the *entry* room.
Since I skipped all with just nodding all along the talking she did.
While I...
I can't remember, I just was not thinking anything at all really.
Looking in all places were there was nothing to watch for.
My vision got blurry after staring minutes which I didn't caught.
My Training room was unlocking.
,,Why are you all lazy right now, come! Punch!", my eyes were sweating.
I took my boxinggloves and Band off, but what should protect my knuckles, so I don't break any.
My arms and legs Set off, i was feeling insects running through my body.
I couldn't fight anymore, I was tired.
But then you popped in my mind.
Suddenly I could punch, and even though my hands were bleeding I loved the Look.
The way I was still trying to push myself forward.
I didn't wanted to stop.
Now I understood what she meant.
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Adna Demiri
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