Myself Hate Poems

Just when I'm about to get used,
I become confused
What would be an adaptation
Stays with me as my only consolation
Loneliness is a killer
Like a horror in...

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A hostage in my own home.
I should feel safe.
I have no reason not to. 
And yet I am suffocating in my own skin.
I am drowning,...

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Always wrote about everything but myself
It's difficult to be honest although ephemeral
I'm failing at everything I try because of you
I can't keep my focus when...

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My entire life I've been drowning in a darkness
As a little girl I begged to be loved: Nothing  more nothing less
I kept telling myself...

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Deep down inside, I carry this constant self-loathing,
It's more than just a passing feeling—it's like a heavy burden I can't shake.
Some days, I struggle to...

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My only enemy left is myself
No one to displace the spring of hate

If he stood across and challenged me
I would surely fight

I would combat with...

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I think I spent my whole high acting all depressed
I get that feeling in my soul
As the fire goes fleeting from my chest
The decent prevents...

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Decent life
Pure life

I can’t do that
Psychology destroying the life
Destroys in my life
Parasite science
Plastic
Kills my life.

Why must I accept this science? 
This is a mental poison,...

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Five days of hell
on the phone, selling lies
and pieces of the Titanic carpet.
A sinking ship of a company
with a captain who gropes and leers
and a...

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You are lying--full of crap
Your mouth is a big dirty trap
Nothing ever comes out true
What did I ever do to you
For you to bad mouth...

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Why do you hate me?
Why must you ruin me? My heart, my head, my trust?

Did my love mean anything to you?
Was I just a pawn...

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I'm something I'm not proud to be,
but what if this something has always been me?
What if the monster that crawls in me is just my...

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I hate my stupid self for still having hope 
I hate myself for not yet tying the rope 
I hate myself for still trying to...

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some people diet
It works for them
I despise them

I have to starve myself to lose weight
One time I lost sixty-four pounds
After a year of eating only...

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You’re the headless horseman running on half a heart 
You shouldn’t know where to go but you just do 
And you’d lose your head if...

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