Finally Realized By Sitting Here Alone

TIME, after time, as sit here and realize the way i really am inside myself that now i can tell you i can see what God see's in me that no one has ever told me , Years of nothing but hateful, mean people judeing me, hateing me, being pure cruel to me for no reason at all, i know understand it since God palnted my seed , i watched her grow through her pain and downfalls , she can not sit up or walk alone in life with her is were my heart stands strong like a big statue stone trust me it isnt going to ever fall.. i realized noone will help you , your own,noone cares like they say its just you aganst the world , but all i can say is you better have a heart of grace , take time please to sit and pray makes sence to me that mabe this world wouldnt be liveing like it is today if only people could see what god really has to say just listen you wil know if its righht in that special place of impurity gods natural ways. Meanful life its tortue , how theses monster creatures will try to brEak you down beacause i know they see someone as in me do my best , never give up i wont , have a heart like mine , took me some time to say that theses Creatures , try to take down or eliminate someone like me beacuse they cant stand how God can show you the love between a mother , and daughter , or how wonderful a person really is that the evil can never tare us apart , they still try to descriminate , and break me , But just look around god done showed them we can not be touched ! we r protected by the grace of god he already has us a special place already stored for us im so happy to have his place in my soul of nothing but pure gace .i belive in him as every breathe i take . she showed me what noone has that was everlasting love. they broke me once , but i came back alive , stronger than ever ready to take on all of these evil mean ugly frog creatures . thru Gods eyes when he looks down inside my soul im sure he see;s nothing but pure fine gold , waiting to tell the world how much really truley beliving in gods words can make a person totally spin around , look twice , also how to defeat the odds , of (as i call it we r living in pure hell ), just ask god take time to pray might not be today , or tommorow , you will reamber it when you need it . thats all i have to say for my poem about this today i could go on but im going to seal it up with a kiss from beyond ,hopefully i can make someone have a brighter blessed day.