Equivocation

I know my wrongs, They were never right, Lost in a blindfolded love, Mistaken by what to fight, For, Loving you has taught me, Either unification, Or, A deceived perpetuation, From a closed door Rekindling of first hugs, Transformed into an adult drug, That one can't seem to shake from, We'll say I love you, Knowing we mean it, But then disappoint, As if love never existed, Even if on paper, We wouldn't read it, With intentions to understand, Only demand, Self biased, Without your partner, Future plans, Divided, Just not to conquer, Mind games on ??, Wishing evil will prosper, Is what I see looking in, Forgetting why we started Yet rejecting it's end, Sexy, We're grown, I know you've said it a million times, But I keep repeating unhappy songs, With memories of our last, Worst departure ever, Like faded pictures in a glass, (Case-Missing You) In this time, I've questioned, You asked, You were serious, I laughed, Hearts shatter As life pasts