Why this heart slips into the ocean of loneliness every now and then....why it recaptures scenes from the past....a past that is hard to believe ...a past that is far from relief... It brings me sorrow and painful thoughts...thoughts which my soul is scared of ...past ..as I remember of it now feels like a journey of thousand miles..coming at a halt all of a sudden....a feeling of losing......losing everything that I cherished till now ...even my heartbeats are not mine now...