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Vuri Fitria Poem
I love you
and what is wrong with that?
Every time I remember you
My lips shaped to say I love you,
I love you
I do
What is wrong with that?
You've been on my mind
Its always been you
Stuck in my brain, It is always you
I am trying so hard not to think about you
Distracting myself by watching videos, movies
and stories all-day
But you are still my favourite distraction all of the time
I let you stay in my mind
No matter how hurtful it is
Somehow, I am enjoying the pain
I love you, I'm madly in love with you
I wish you could feel it
So badly I want to scream out loud to say "I love you"
and what is wrong with that?
I want something that I cannot put into words
"I want you"
And I want you to want me...
But it seems unthinkable
I want you to understand this deep feeling that I have
Touch it
Feel it
It makes your hands bleed
Your presence is the light of my life
The air that I breath
But your absence is Everywhere I look!
I'm lost without you...
You left a goodbye kiss on my forehead
Feels like stabbing a sword into my heart
That I am hardly breathing
I still love you
Even though my heart is devastated
I carry on the pieces till they leave me breathless
So, tell me ...
What is wrong with loving you that much?
Can you feel this?
The pain that I carry on my chest, Can't you?
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Vuri Fitria Poem
I had a dream of you last night
I forgot which came first
You or the dream of you
People may think that I’m crazy
I sit at the same spot every weekend
Waiting for you to show up
People may say that I’m mental
Waiting for something that never comes
People may think that I’m stupid
I keep revisiting the place where you took me
Hoping someday I will see you again
Even you don’t recognize me
But I still recognize that feeling
As I promised "I will always love you"
No matter where you are and who you are with
I'll always love you
Do I sound crazy?
Hoping for a thing that is impossible to have
I didn't mind wasting a whole day waiting for you
I didn't mind the time that I wasted, just missing you
I dont believe in God
But for you
I put my knees on the floor
Begging God to bring you back to me
When you left, you took everything with you
You are the source of my oxygen
When you left - I'm breathless
You are the source of my light
When you left - Im lost without you
If I can choose
I want you to be my final destination
Because you are where I want to go
You are a home that I never built
You are the last thing that I want to see before I close my eyes
You are the reason that I sew my mouth
So I dont feel another kiss from another man
Your name is the word that I want to draw in my body
I've completely lost myself over you
My brain won't stop replaying our memories,
Repeatedly
You are everywhere, almost everywhere
I see you are everywhere
But so untouchable
I hate every weekend that I dont spend with you
I wonder what kind of girl replaced me
Did she love you as I do?
Was she on her knees when she kissed you?
I can't imagine things that you do without me...
That thoughts unties my shoelaces
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I am a shadow of the darkness
Not a pair of eyes can see me
But everyone feels me inside their brain
I attack you when you are at your low
fighting against your mind
I know you well
you are a loser
Don’t try to beat me loser!
You are not good enough
I am inside your body and soul
Always Whispering in your ears,
You are a freak and weak person
I made your body so tired so you don’t go to work
seeking attention to be seen
Sacrificing everything just to be alright
But you know that, that's doesn't work
I told you to jump from the 15th floor
So you can be found on the ground
But you didn't listen
I told you to slice a knife into your wrist
But you ignored me, with no risk
You've been so hard to deny that I exist in your life
But I am really inside of you
I am the invisible killer that lives in your brain
I am the suicidal thought
Don’t tell me to leave
Because you are where I belong
Feel me inside you
Say my name, say it loudly!
I am your anxiety and your depression that turn to anger
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Cilegon
I was there under the Cilegon sky
I kissed your lips
I rubbed my cheek with your sharp beard
Every step of my feet in your house
You served me french food
Ohh... I love that food so vastly
But a plate of that french food poisoned my heart
Filled my heart with a lot of love
Yet, It wasn't the love that I imagined
It seemed like love but it was not
I adore every inch of your skin
Your eyes are the flashlight of the truth
The sound of your voice gives me eargasms
I made myself clear to your ears,
Through my sweet lips, I said 'I love you'
But you didn't say it Back.
The hot weather of Cilegon city
It has been a perfect time for our bodies to embrace,
Your arms were home to me
And now I feel homeless living on the sidewalk
Under Cilegon sky
It was there
It was there I sucked the sweetest thing in you
But when you decided not to speak with me anymore
That taste isn't sweet anymore
So bitter till I couldn't swallow it
My tongue is well trained to taste you
I can not imagine how it will reach another man
After all of the days we have spent together,
Turns out I was just a trial to you
Under the moon of Cilegon city,
That moon is my witness
So quick and easy for you to replace me with another
Cilegon City is full of our unfortunate recollections
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The echos of my heartbeat are rising
Whenever I welcomed your presence
Sadly,
I have to live on this empty side of my bed
No sounds, Yet the emptiness is killing me
The silence of your absence
It gets me overthinking
About what I have lost
The huge hole inside my heart
What an incomplete heart without you
You've stolen a piece of me
You carried away without asking me
What it will be?
Living without you is - Unimaginable
The silence won't help to heal
My wounded heart
I lost myself in this silence...
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Animal
I've been craving
A touch
Skin to skin
A wild thought of you
I can't think clearly
But my desires
Like an animal
Wild and crazy
It's not the real me
Just the other side of myself
Wild like an animal
I'm starving of love
Of you...
The taste of you
I'm wild like an animal
I realized it's not only about him
But her too
Oh girl
You smell like heaven
Your lips taste like a glass of wine
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