Happy Birthday
Happy birthday to me.
I shall have a wonderful day, today and always.
It is a significant day in my life.
the Western and Lunar Calendar both coincided.
As the day I was welcome to this world.
A mile stone of my life journey.
Thank God for blessing me.
With many surprises and less materials desires.
From normal appearances with low maintenance
To possess few simple talents.
From photographic memories with numbers and days,
To play many music instruments by the ears.
From being creative to artistic.
From analyzing problem to solving it.
With abundant passion of fighting for justice.
I love my life but loathe unpleasant surprises.
Which seemed attracted to me,
One way or another, lot of times.
It was so wonderful and I was blessed to meet A,
Who spent ten incredible years unconditionally loving me.
For the first time in my life, he put the 21+ candles
On a cake for me to blow on my birthday.
Now many years later, I still vividly remember,
How he was always there for me,
To take away some of my life's issues.
He never took advantage of me,
Despite, all of his life, days or nights,
He always loved women by his side.
Imagine this, at the age of 23,
His beautiful wife being the 13th woman in his romantic life.
He loved me with mixed feelings and unconditionally.
Whenever I hoverred my memories,
Surprisingly, there were times,
When I was completely alone in a room with a man,
Some how, none of them dared to have any inappropriate behaviours.
So, was I naive and unattractive, or being protected?
Now, counting on my blessing,
I seemed to have everything,
Except true love and romance.
Acquired, managed and disposed investment properties.
Enjoy walking, travelling, knitting, singing, and playing music,
Nothing in my life was simple and unique.
In every aspect, could one imagines,
With 6 men passed me by in my adult life,
I was proposed 5 times, engaged to one, and married another.
Gave birth to two beautiful children.
But never been kissed.
That was how romantic with my life.
Never mind. That is life and I will be fine.
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