1-4-2025 Anniversary
1.)
Medicated for depression,
Was feeling kinda useless.
Self medicating now but I’m still feeling kinda useless.
Prescribed a handful of tissues,
Scratch issues out my eyes,
Felt better once I used this,
They say you can’t abuse this.
Cry out a handful of lies,
Catch tears and save them for when your ducts are dry,
Slept better after a clueless little cry.
Call me ruthless but some days I’d rather just die,
The sun beats down,
Brown grass can’t get anymore dry,
This vitamin is fruitless.
Flying tears from out my eyes,
I’d like to see the fields fruit trees,
Like they grew from the seed of my life.
2.)
Love is a scary thought,
Lust is easier when you’re feeling alone.
Fairy hugs are fairly common in an adulterers home,
Dust blows through the halls,
Man,
Am I feeling alone?
Thoughts of her eyes flush my mind,
My heart beats like a stone.
Skips.
Just on the other end of my phone,
Her name was penned into my bones.
My cheeks were flushed,
That wasn’t a feeling I had known.
My soul plays games,
But this,
I felt this to my dome.
Black hair flown over her nose,
Brush it away,
Can’t help just holding onto the pose.
Felt the moment but I was too scared to show,
Hope one day it’ll be a memory,
And I can call her my own.
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R.P. Grcic
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