desires exhumed
there’s no cause for action
be this as it may, vibrance heightens
since bliss magnetism grants heart traction
truth we would find, although we’re blind
looking outward, without insight
we light a spark, to gain clear sight
although we’re blind, truth we would find
we slow down thought, to be self-taught
to gain clear sight, we light a spark
soul ascends on an upward arc
to be self-taught, we slow down thought
love’s benign burn, the way we learn
an upward arc, soul ascends on
faith ushers dawn, love’s our crayon
the way we learn, love’s benign burn
by day and night, heightens delight
love’s our crayon; faith ushers dawn
the cloak we don, God’s light at dawn
heightens delight, by day and night
our aura shines, love for love pines
God’s light at dawn, the cloak we don
fear-fetters sawn, we smile and yawn
love for love pines, our aura shines
Laying down wondering
where did you go after
visiting my dreams
from time to time?
A regular guest you became,
Now I see you less and
less leaving my memories
in such an emotional
distraught,
as you left a feeling
I thought I would never have,
a desire unknown,
a burning sensation leaving
me trembling whenever
I fall asleep
dreaming hoping
to see you but terrified
to awake in our gardens with-
out you,
your lasting impression heightens
this tension made by your
breath,
voice,
smile,
and eyes,
a reflection in every flower
I pass by,
as I get closer to the end
of this path,
I slowly step off
this carousel,
despite your absence in our
short lived encounters,
I await your return breathing
in the last gift you left,
silently I yearn on my own
behalf..
Building castles within my own confinement
only to be hit with the harshest of realities
& replaying what it means to be broken, to heal, and relapse
over and over again.
Numbing the weight of so many life choices
Drowning out screams from all different voices.
Lord please me show me your grace.
Seeing myself in the mirror
I'd rather not show my face.
My self esteem crumbled
Self-worth turned to dust
I'm suffering due to a lack of self love
And unwillingness to trust
Feeling as if my body left me unhealed
without my soul intact
Praying I could right the wrongs
that haunt me from my past
afraid of what appears impossible
A daunting peak.. still within my grasp
Have to take that leap of faith
to start me on the path
Dear Lord I pray you break these chains that refuse to set me free
bound from years and years of pain.
Most of which have remained unseen
Let me feel your light my Lord
The warmth shine on my face
I need to feel your selfless love
I need your warm embrace.
The thought of this battle
it heightens all senses of "fight or flight"
I'm writing this in hopes to from now until forever
Guide me into your light.
Drawn towards light, as of instinct
Being our quintessence
When Self is with God’s pure love inked
Dawns soul’s luminescence
Plug now energy leak
We are he who we seek
In heart take a sneak peek
Heightens delight
Drawn towards light
cool breeze teases
warmth of komorebi light
in a dance that pleases
heightens heart’s delight
delighting in divine bliss mists that arise
thrilled at the dance of soul’s spontaneity
gratitude heightens pulse of silent thunder
as ignition renewal continual reverberates
what is there to say
when we are the flame
doubts that arise
are beheld in surprise
signalling we are dreaming
in such thoughts so streaming
if we would have God appear
then ego must disappear
thinking process end
for soul to ascend
though we oscillate
in time thoughts abate
load on our heart lightens
throb of magnetism heightens
J ust trying to put aside
E very feeling in my heart
A llowing her to be her own
L oving her as I do
O nly heightens the pain
U ntil we are alone once again
S adly my heart ache for as she is
Y ours
Push and pull, life’s game inane,
fleeting joy, lingering pain;
a strange darkness where we dwell,
holed up in body-mind shell.
We wish to have right of way,
in this form doomed to decay
and it’s only when death nears,
oblivion heightens fears.
Fast forward to point of death,
the moment of our last breath;
knowing not where we’re headed
and to whom we’ll be wedded.
Back here now, as we exhale,
does heart sing or does it pale,
worried about the morrow,
attachments cause of sorrow?
Instant can be soul’s release,
free from fear, flowing with ease,
if we get to know we are,
light of God, a shining star.
God is love and heart’s His home;
living light is our genome,
which we see in direct sight,
if but we give up the fight.
God’s magnetism heightens at the fontanel
but because we have now become receptive,
we remain in staid stillness in body shell,
sidestepping each of ego’s fears deceptive,
encouraging divine mists of bliss to swell,
vaporised presence remaining attentive,
to the flame divine that in each cell does burn,
transmuting us as light in mind-body urn.
glistening forehead
spacial calm
nostrils dilate
signalling build up of a sneeze
anticipation heightens
but the currents ebb
as magnetised eyelids hum
conjoined with heart
and enlivened spine
manifesting feeling of vibrance
as presence so witnesses
play of subtle bliss pulsations
pervading organic form
wherein we cannot predict
where rapture will spike
and thus we delight
in each offered surprise
in a time dissolved continuum
deeming as intermediate
every offering imbibed
we remain a humble receptor
to magnetism as it heightens
within this organic form
humility makes us silent
yet the silence reverberates
with the cosmic hum sublime
so as we so surf the bardo
we willingly burn in body urn
This urge to exhale without restraint
into the softness and hardness of days heightens;
my own center accepting those lapses
when our frail bodies can readily perish
amidst borrowed seasons :
yes, you are weary;
How mournful the thieving of dear life rips,
as I blame the ticks which pluck you
from a bed of courage, from untold confessions---
a final rest grabbing you before me.
Yet, holy moments past relieve love's woe,
and grant your finality its closure:
I envy the winds holding you more
than my arms could ever seize --
that forever reigns beyond illness,
beyond earthly limitations
from beginning to never ending:
Somehow, intimacy becomes part of separation.
Oblivious to love’s heat,
mind was unable to tweet
scents that pervaded the air,
seeking a lifelong affair.
Save in silence, we are bound
to dark desires that confound
but if we’re still, voids soon fill,
making swift ascent uphill.
Knowing we’ll return to dust,
to what avail’s savage lust,
denying us love’s embrace
and benedictions of grace?
May each breath be intimate,
wherein polarities mate,
that as bliss rapture heightens,
our soul’s auric field brightens.
Aligned with the cosmic hum,
we’ll feel God’s magnetism strum
thirty three notes on our spine,
making us on earth divine.
Being by thought forms decoyed,
bigots notice not the void,
falling to ego stalking,
they’re like a dead man walking.
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