Best Bpd Poems

We don’t just love, we fall so deep into the emotion
that we’re consumed in the feeling, 
we’re terrified of the thought of you leaving,
so we leave before you have the chance.
I always thought this was beautiful, until I realised that when its time for us...

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Tremendous anxiety is shading her days
Because the past she's lived has shapen her ways
Both good and bad as she's up and down.
She smiles so brightly only later to frown.

She knows yet is confused and right, but wrong
As she's back and forth like a game of...

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2 hands, 2 eyes, 2 feet
two minds, im
in 
two 
minds.
double, divide and multiply
how many minds, how many moods
how long for, will i be 
in 
two 
minds.
2 hands, 2 eyes, 2 feet
are you in two minds...

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To live with
    borderline personality disorder
    - unpredictable behavior
    the balloon can explode at any time
    The threshold is low
    a flame that cannot be extinguished







    01/02/2023
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Animistic descent from sanity
Boorish attitude, sense of lost control
Crawl out of your skin, bloody vanity
Darkness claws like a black hole
Eternal uncertainty wreaks mayhem
Freedom not given, glued to midnight
Glutton of attention, cannot condemn
Hungry for life, all bark and no bite
Insanity placed on my sweating forehead
Justification, she’s...

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How do I explain
That my emotions are painful
That happiness is euphoria
That anger is blinded rage
That love borders obsession
How do I explain
That my emotions are my enemy
That sadness is suicidal thoughts
That pain is an agonizing fire that consumes me
That emotions are a hurricane
That merged with a...

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How do you deal with your own thoughts?
I hide behind a mask,
To ensure no one can see,
See the real me.
Through the smile on my face,
Leads to a dark place.
The darkness is so empty,
So numbing and cold,
I pray day after day,
To love me in my own...

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My mind shorts out sometimes 
And my judgment goes out the window 
That's when I do stupid 
& the aftermath makes me feel suicidal. 
Sometimes it leads me right into
Temptation 
& straight into evil. 
Catching myself zoning out,
More often than not,
not on happy thoughts,
But on...

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I don't know
why I stayed
when I knew I deserved better.
You made me feel 
as though
I was overreacting,
and selfish.
You said I don't drown
in an ocean
I stick my face in a
puddle.
You say the waves that crash
into me
are only cars
driving over puddles.
You told me I was faking it....

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feel so heavy,
Weighed down by an anchor
No one can physically see.
I'm expected to be okay
To live a normal life 
While dealing with a 
chemical imbalance,
An emotional disturbance 
Whose presenting symptoms are
Self destructive binges 
And manic tangents
That have labeled me reckless 
And often left me stranded.
I...

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Disgust
Guilt
Fear
I felt dirty
Trapped in 2006
Experiencing the cold floor
Seeing from a 3rd person view
While feeling from a first person experience
I could not leave
I was stuck in a memory
Of unbelievable horror
14 years later
Haunted by the actions
Of someone I trusted
I loved 
Betrayed in an instant...

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Is there something wrong with me
Do I ruin lives
Am I the one
Who is to trusting
Who deserves pain
To hurt
To be mistreated
Do they mean well
Do they really want the best for me
Do they really love me
Or am i just a stepping stone
To be walked on
To be used
That's...

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borderline
between what may i ask?
floating whilst the clock ticks by
tears on the night of your life
pain in pleasure
pleasure in pain
doors closed 
the slams still echo in your brain
in-prisoned by your own name
dust scatters over where you lay
an endless impossible escape you planned at 5
imprints of...

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All the following are true: you love him. 

He loves you. 

You are not ready to be loved like that. 

He confesses how long he’s looked for a place to worship and, oh, you put him on his knees. 

On his knees for you, how...

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It’s so hopeless. 
I try so hard to be strong, because I know the people around me need somebody to be.
But how much stronger can I be when I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders. 
Peace is like a foreign concept to...

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