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I will commit suicide

I will commit suicide I will commit suicide I can’t live Someone wants kill me I don’t need this life English psychology… English psychology… Destroyed my life Why? I don’t know Am I a human? Or an animal? Hmm. I am suffering. A lot, a lot of times Psychologists killing me Workplace to workplace Because... I don’t accept the ideology, that… I don’t accept English psychology… … and that I want to kill myself I don’t need this feeling, emotions I need human life, I need Human Rights English psychology doesn’t respect my life My life is nothing, but psychologists earning I am going to the Death, Hell is waiting Forgive me, I apologize Everybody, Everybody, if I kill me My parents, sisters, relatives, friends I loved life. I was happy with my life Poor Hungarian life. But life. And mine God gave me my life to live. To live English psychology destroyed my life Oh, God! Oh, God! What is a psychologist? What? Psychologists think they are omnipotent And what is Vilmos? Where is my rights? Where is my rights? Where is the law? God, my only God, please help me! Help me! My God! Be my lawyer, be my solicitor! Satan: Vilmos, you have a solicitor in London Talk to him or contact a human rights organizations Vilmos: I did it today Satan: That’s right. So, now you must wait. Don’t kill yourself. Follow my instructions also. And do not publicize those Vilmos: Okay. I do. And I don’t talk. Thank you, dear Satan Satan: You welcome Vilmos. Dear student of Hell. Vilmos: My life is a hell. Satan: I know. That’s why I am following you. You are a VIP guest in my world Vilmos: In the Hell. Thank you Satan: Yes. You are in the Hell. Continue your monologue Oh, God, can you see? Can you see? Can you feel the heart of Satan? Today I wont kill myself, but the warm words of Satan stopped me Satan stopped me. I am still alive. I want to live, but I feel death I feel death, I am like death, In my heart and in my mind There is death. I feel bad, I feel bad. God help me, cure me I need ask you something oh, Jahve! Oh, Elohim! Hear me! Hear me! Please, forgive to Satan. Forgive him. He is my best helper and friend God, oh God, make peace with Satan. He is also your creature. Like me Yeah Oh, life Oh, life Please find Please find my life Life Life Find me Find me I want to live I want life

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