Crown

Crown I'm disappointed of myself I don't know how I got here I don't seem to be able to change no matter the sea of tears I keep doing the same hurting whoever is near I'm feeling so ashamed I want to dissapear... I sit here daily to write without knowing what to say I don't know who I want to reach I don't know what I need to learn I keep saying that I am better but that is just bull when I have to do it again I make the same mistakes... And i don't have that much time to figure all of this out before I can fix my life I am not going to be around and what am I going to bring with me to the ground? all the people I've hurt for having been born with a thorned crown. Jessica

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Stephan McBride

Date: 2/11/2023 7:08:00 AM

So I find this law at work: Although I want to do good, evil is right there with me. For in my inner being I delight in God’s law; but I see another law at work in me, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within me. What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body that is subject to death? Thanks be to God, who delivers me through Jesus Christ our Lord! Romans 7:21?-?25 NIV

Jessica Carrasco
Date: 7/17/2023 2:28:00 AM

I was abandoned as a child, so I grew up with this feeling of being a bad person, cuz when a child doesn't receive the right explanation for the things adult ppl do, they tend to blame themselves...I'm working my pain and find the goodness in me...it has taken me a lot of tears, a lot of time, a lot of painting and millions of poems...thanks for your comment...

R J. Elless

Date: 2/11/2023 6:19:00 AM

Jessica, it takes two to Tango, it is a give-and-take thing. Sometimes we don't choose wisely. Best Wishes.

Jessica Carrasco
Date: 5/4/2023 1:00:00 PM

When I wrote the poem I couldn't see what you say...now I do...it hasn't always being just me...thanks for your words...they mean a lot to me...