Bitter Sweet Thoughts

Loneliness seeps within my inner soul I ponder of today and yesterday Lost to the past my future ever-lasts Alone, thinking I keep my thoughts at bay How long will I stay in my room and think? And now thinking, think good thoughts not bad ones Excessive thinking, brings me to the brink My thoughts gathering now dispersing; runs! I look at the clouds gathering my thoughts I flood my mind with sadness and regret Tears rinse me as rain cleanses Earths’ disgrace I now sit waiting for the sun’s presence Warmth imbues me with the sound of pheasants