Because My Heart Desires

My whole life, I felt like something was missing, like my heart's desire was only half full. But, I was okay. Then one day, because you liked me, because you wanted me, because you took me out on dates, because you made love to me, because you needed me and I needed you too, all that changed. For the 1st time, my heart's desire was filling up, and it was finally full. Nothing was missing. But, then one day, because you still loved your ex, because you went back to her when she needed you, because I couldn't go back to feeling like something was missing, because I didnt know how to let go, and because now, you even have a new girlfriend. In hindsight, I let my heart's desire make me unloveable, and even though I'm not okay right now, I will be, Because My Heart Desires.